Cancer Survivor

• Cancer survivor

Now As I developed in this area I was introduced to the tarot cards and started working with those. I actually at one point memorized a set of the cards because they were regarded like the Psalms were in the Bible. You used the cards to worship the universe. Many people believe that the universe is a living being that can help influence your life. Ya know while all this was going on my mom and dad and family members kept on praying and truly felt that God would deliver me from these stupid beliefs and bring me back to him even though I was hurt. I actually started doing tarot cards for money! People pay big bucks when they think you can tell the future.

I feel so bad now and have actually prayed for the ones who I read for that God would forgive me and break any connection or soul tie or emotional connection that was left from them to be broken. I also prayed that they would be brought to salvation, as I am now. Anyway I was so wrapped up in this as a religion that I thought I was so gifted I started playing the slot machines. I kept plotting certain days to go, creating alignments and applying different theories in hopes of winning. In fact I didn’t realize that I was so much involved that I had spent almost $10000 on my credit cards. I was lying about it to my mom and dad and all the money I was making was going to the slot machines.

Then I did when $10000 after about 2 years of blowing my money and I gave that back plus another $20000 so I could win more! I spent a total of $35000 and was in debt. Not too mention I was hurting my relationship with my mom and my dad. They were getting tired of me lying to them and spending money that wasn’t mine. See how my mind was affected by that one person action toward me. I didn’t know how to handle it nor what to do. But I did a lot of rebelling towards God and Jesus not to mention all the emotional and spiritual damage I was doing.

I started working in an actual store that made money by selling tarot cards and divination! I started practicing how to read fortunes. I charged money from these people, whom now I realize probably don't know who Jesus Christ is! I also made lottery numbers charts and sold them. I put a lot of harmful practices into use and into other peoples lives. Now having be reborn again and rededicated into the Word of God and his loving grace and mercy; I prayed for forgiveness of performing all those actions. I had to denounce what I did and ask Jesus Christ to break any curses that I might have been under at that time.

If you think about it here is how responsible you are. Suppose some people came in for a tarot card reading and you told them a bunch of goop and you didn't mention Jesus or care that they were saved. That person leaves then gets killed. They went to hell and your, (me) really is partly responsible. I should have took time out and told them about God. Now all I can do is have Faith that God has forgiven me. However I was angry and upset and didn't care at that time!


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