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Finally the last humiliating event that took place at this church camp was the, bring a date night! We all had to bring a date to dinner it was our last night I believe. Anyway, I was refused from each girl I was brave enough to ask. The night came and the dinner began. I really felt sad and hurt that I couldn't even get a date for this thing. After everyone went in there were a few people left. I remember a very heavy set girl and she was crying because she couldn't get a date.

The Youth Pastor, started harassing me to take her as a date. I said no, I didn't want to. He let the single people go in but of course he had to humiliate me with his speeches. I just got mad and upset. This punk didn't let me enjoy the camp nor the demon kids that went to it. He let the girl go in first and left me outside to think about what I did. He made me stay outside for awhile and everyone knew he was doing something to me because they were looking out at me and him. Some were making faces and gesture and others just shaking their heads...

 
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They were afraid to sit next to me and scooted farther away. I don't blame them I'd be afraid of someone to if there was always an asshole adult hounding a kid! Like I said I was mad and I had my head down on the table with my arms folded around it. The dinner was passed out and I wasn't hungry after all this crap. The Youth Pastor looked at me and told me to eat and I said no I am not hungry anymore. The jerk made everyone stop eating and wouldn't let them eat until I started eating. Everyone looked at me and they were frustrated. Of course there were a lot of kids there and I was humiliated and embarrassed and tried to keep my head down.

The kids around me were scaring me and poking at me to eat so they could eat. I mean this asshole literally said to them, okay everyone stop eating because terry's not eating. You cant eat until he starts eating. By this time I was crying and sitting by myself and I started to eat a little just to get this event over with. You know that affected me so bad that when I tried to go to college I was not able to concentrate on my work because I was afraid of who was going to laugh at me or say things against me.

I was also afraid of which teacher would harasses me and make fun of me. I got 1 year in but the emotional turmoil had hurt me to were I could not finish college. My dating life from these issues has been horrible. I only had a few dates and to this day I have been unable to pick up woman on my own. The only reason I got married to Isabel is because a friend from work hooked me up and we made a connection. People, if you have read this far; this is what Im talking about. These issues may seem harmless to you but when your an emotionally upset child already and stuff like this happens, it damages you for life. I just pray that you as an adult or a young person to never harm a child. Let them grow up to fulfill their destiny as Jesus Christ has for them.

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